Today is Monday, October 29th, 2007

Right now I am listening to the premaster of The Tie That Binds, by Stray.

It is 8:59AM, and I gave decided that today is a vacation day. Ever since I got an XBOX360 I've basically spent 99.9% of my relaxation time playing Oblivion, so today I am not going to (nor the next several days) so yeahh.

I really need time just to sit back and relax, listen to music, and write. As well I feel like shit today, and I'm just generally tired, so as a student I feel it is imperative to take a day for physical and mental recuperation for the sake of my education, which is of the utmost importance.

 

Thursday - Accidently Skipped ( 5 periods missed )

Friday - Skippage ( periods 2, 3, and 5 missed)

Today - All will be missed

 

Game plan?

Tomorrow, I shall get alllll the work I missed in all my classes, excepting art unless we received some sort of work sheet; and philosophy, today we should be starting a new unit so all he'll do is hand out a new set of articles&questions, then talk about it for the entire class.

The philosophy teacher also has my hackysack. I'm not quite sure how it came to be in his possession, I'm guessing it fell out of my pocket last year. However it wasn't any time near the end of the year at it's disappearance, and no mention of such a possession being lost was mentioned to the class. So either someone else gave it to him, or he purposely appropriated it. This makes part of me really angry, but why do I give a shit? It's a sack with a bunch of blue beads in it, it's prett much worthless and old. I did have that hackysack since like grade 7 though, I think I got it at my first concert, so it has some memorial value to me. I think thats why it makes me angry to think it's been stolen by some crusty old fucker to toss around a room every friday with his classes. I used to respect Mr.Morrison, but in my honest opinion I think he's become a senile asshole.

Maybe thats why I'm not interested in philosophy as much as I used to be? The way he engaged the subjects within it and talks about them, it sounds more like he's proving something to himself rather than to the class, their purpose is to agree and justify his ideas. He doesn't seem to like me because I care about my appearance. He's quite irrational for someone who claims to be minimalist/determinist. Rather than bother to seek an answer as to why I overly care about my appearance, he will instead go on a tirade in class about how people believe others are looking at them, and how no one gives a shit about anyone else.
He never says anything directly, but I can tell it was directed at me. I have my reasons I guess, if he's enlightened enough to make those sorts of judgements without knowing anything about the subject matter then what the fuck do I supposedly know, right? He always made those sorts of remarks to me and justin in grade 11 philosophy so I know, and I'm the only person in the class his tirade was applicable to, and he was staring right at me, before the tirade, when i was moving my part over because it was blocking my vision.

I'm not arguing he was wrong, he's just an ignorant prick at the same time. I know people don't give a shit, I just can't help it. If for most of your elemenary years you were mentally beaten into thinking/believing that you're ugly, you would find it difficult to forget about. I guess thats my way of providing a Freudian cause.

 

I went to see 30 Days of Night yesterday and Saw 4 with Amy yesterday =D it was awesome ^^ on the ride home I fell asleep a couple times lol.

30 Days of Night was definitely the best vampire-based gore film I've ever seen. I thought it was really well done, but I didn't like the ending =\ sorry lol, I just don't like movies where the main character unnecessarily kills himself in the end. If he'd survived or something, as a human or a vampire, then there could be a conceivable story for a sequel? Then again there were loose plot endings, so there still could be. Interview With The Vampire is still my favorite story-vampire film.

Saw 4 was really well done as well, but it didn't have the same feel as the other movies. The ending didn't overly surprise me either. Sure, it was unexpected, but it just didn't have the mind blowing impact like the other movies. It wasn't exaclt clear either, I had to spend like 10 or so minutes just going over it to understand what happened lol.
I think if Saw is to possibly come back again with a 5th movie, they need a refreshed theme. Cops chasing a killer/people getting killed gruesomely/big'big surprise in the end is getting slightly old. The storyline is fine, people getting killed/learning a lesson and possibly survivng is all good, but every movie so far though seems to have had the same atmosphere. Lol, I wonder how well George Bush would do in a Jigsaw game. Random, I know.

 

"Hello, George. You've spent your life lying to those around you to attain your desires, and squandered the lives of the men and women loyal to you; you have used them as a means to the ends of your personal agendas, resulting in either the permenant maiming of their bodies, the breaking of their lives, families and dreams, or resulting in their deaths. To this day, your heinous crimes have gone unpunished. Today, George, we will learn if you will sacrifice your body to for one whom you care for, or sacrifice their life to spare your body. Across the room from you is a door, with 12 locks. On the other side, your daughter is unconscious. You will find the numbers 1 through 12 branded onto different parts of your body. On the tray beside you there is a medical scalpel. I think even you can guess what you must do. The locations of the keys in your body, through numeral succession, will become harder to access.

In 37 minutes, her room will fill with mustard gas, and the door's locking mechanism will bar entrance to it. At that time, the door behind you will unlock, and you will be free to go.
The clock is ticking George. Will you make the ultimate sacrifice for the ones you love?  Reach deep inside yourself, and you'll find the truth."

 

10$ says he would sit down, wait out the clock, and leave. Then he would declare the War Against Jigsaw! and use the death of his daughter as a catapult platform, maintain he knew nothing about it, and of course the flag-waving cousin fuckers would rally, elect him for another term, and go marching off to war for some crazy conservative who says that god talks to him (he did say that btw). Wow, that doesn't parallel the crusades at all. If I say Clifford the Big Red Dog talks to me I'm apparently crazy, but when a conservative president hears voices it's not considered a symptom of some type of psychopathy or mental disorder. Who gives a fuck though right? In the US all you have to be is a social elite with 25 million dollars and skill in rhetoric to run for president.

 

It's getting cold again =\ gr I hate winter so much; buttt I'll survive. I just hate how everything looks dead... it's kinda depressing. On the plus side my acne always seems to get better during winter lol. & I have Amy so Winter should be fine ^^. My worst drama's always seem to take place in winter though, but those are all over and done with so I will not go into detail on them lol.

 

I now have no way to get to school! My brother just left lol, so it's out of my hands =\ thats a load off lol.

 

I'm gonna go relax and drink chocolate milk or something.